First Time – In Gita Verse 9.17 I am the father of this universe, the mother, the support and the grandsire. I am the object of knowledge, the purifier and the syllable oṁ. I am also the Ṛg, the Sāma and the Yajur Vedas.
Krishna is now going in the depth of the freshness, new born. When he uses words like father, mother, object of all the knowledge, syllable of Om, and all the vedas. What he says is that I am giving them birth, when they all were born it was from Om. All Vedas were fresh when they were told by our Rishis. But when we are reading without using our wisdom it loses its freshness, newness.
Always from your own experience give a new birth to yourself, which is not past associated or having any desire for future but the innocence of the child like a newly born.
In this verse I will give you beautiful technique to practice – Look as if for the First Time: We always look at things with old eyes. You come to your home; you look at it without looking at it. You know it – there is no need to look at it. You have entered it again and again for years together. You go to the door, you enter the door; you may unlock the door. But there is no need to look.
This whole process goes robot-like, mechanically, unconsciously. If something goes wrong, only if your key is not fitting into the lock, then you look at the lock. If the key fits, you never look at the lock. Because of mechanical habits, repeatedly doing the same thing again and again, you lose the capacity to look; you lose the freshness to look.
Remember the last time you looked at your wife. The last time you looked at your wife or at your husband may have been years ago. For how many years have you not looked? You just pass, giving a casual glimpse, but not a look. Go again and look at your wife or at your husband as if you were looking for the first time. Why? Because if you are looking for the first time, your eyes will be filled with a freshness. They will become alive.
They say nothing is new under the sky. Really, nothing is old under the sky. Only the eyes become old, accustomed to things; then nothing is new. For children everything is new: that is why everything gives them excitement. Even a colored stone on a beach, and they become so excited. And everything is a new world, a new dimension.
Look at children’s eyes – at the freshness, the radiant aliveness, the vitality. They look mirror-like, silent, but penetrating. Only such eyes can reach within.
Anything will do. Look at your shoes. You have been using them for years, but look as if for the first time and see the difference: the quality of your consciousness suddenly changes. This technique is just to make your eyes fresh – so fresh, alive, radiantly vital, that they can move within and you can have a look at your inner self.
If you are freed from the past and you have a look that can see the present, you will enter existence. And this entry will be double: you will enter into everything, into its spirit, and you will enter into yourself also because the present is the door. All meditations in one way or the other try to get you to live in the present. So this technique is one of the most beautiful techniques – and easy.
If you practice this technique for 21 days my experience says that you will feel so fresh and relaxed even at the end of the day. There is a different type of happiness you will find which is from within and nothing to do with without.
Krishna in this verse to experience where you will not chant but hear the Om from inside of you. Only thing required is like children – everything is new: that is why everything gives them excitement. This is the key.
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