VBT – Non-Dual Love 00.2
Center Of Wheel
In the wonder-filled state Devi further asked Shiva. With her questions she wanted to change her doubting mind.
WHAT CONSTITUTES SEED? Then Devi goes on. From the universe she goes on to ask, WHAT CONSTITUTES SEED? This formless, wonder-filled universe, from where does it come? From where does it originate? Or does it NOT originate? What is the seed?
WHO CENTERS THE UNIVERSAL WHEEL? asks Devi. This wheel goes on moving and moving – this great change, this constant flux. But who centers this wheel? Where is the axis, the center, the unmoving center?
She doesn’t stop for any answer. She goes on asking as if she is not asking anyone, as if talking to herself.
WHAT IS THIS LIFE BEYOND FORM PERVADING FORMS?
HOW MAY WE ENTER IT FULLY, ABOVE SPACE AND TIME, NAMES AND DESCRIPTION?
LET MY DOUBTS BE CLEARED. The emphasis is not on questions but on doubts: LET MY DOUBTS BE CLEARED! This is very significant. If you are asking an intellectual question, you are asking for a definite answer so that your problem is solved. But Devi says, LET MY DOUBTS BE CLEARED. She is not really asking about answers. She is asking for a transformation of her mind, because a doubting mind will remain a doubting mind whatsoever answers are given. Note it: a doubting mind will remain a doubting mind. Answers are irrelevant. If I give you one answer and you have a doubting mind, you will doubt it. If I give you another answer, you will doubt that also.
You have a doubting mind. A doubting mind means you will put a question mark to anything.
So answers are useless. You ask me, “Who created the world?” and I tell you “A” created the world.
Then you are bound to ask, “Who created ‘A’?” So the real problem is not how to answer questions.
The real problem is how to change the doubting mind, how to create a mind which is not doubting – or, which is trustful. So Devi says, LET MY DOUBTS BE CLEARED.