Bhagavad Gita Verse 9.25

Sleep With Awareness – In Gita Verse 9.25 Those who worship the demigods will take birth among the demigods; those who worship the ancestors go to the ancestors; those who worship ghosts and spirits will take birth among such beings; and those who worship Me will live with Me.

Krishna says when you leave your body at that time whatever your thoughts, desires, incompletions are you will take birth from that state.

Try to recollect when you go to sleep and if you dream of war the next day there will be a lot of fear in you. If you have dreamt of love, affection, happy moments with your loved ones the next day will be full of love and happiness.

Sleep is a small death. So right now forget about death and birth. Start from sleep. Sleep with awareness. Death and birth are in future. But, sleep and waking-up is now. What we can practice.

Move Into Sleep with Awareness: You simply fall into sleep as if it is a sort of absence. It is not – it has its own presence. Sleep is not only the negation of waking. If it was, then there was nothing to meditate on. Sleep is not like darkness, absence of light, no. Sleep has its own positivity. It exists, and it exists as much as your waking time. And when you meditate and the mysteries of sleep will be revealed to you, then you will see that there is no distinction between waking and sleeping. They both exist in their own right. Sleep is not just rest from waking, it is a different kind of activity, hence dreams.

Even while you are falling asleep, the awareness – Becomes a watcher.

Dream is a tremendous activity, more powerful than your thinking, more meaningful also, because it belongs to the deeper part of your being than your thinking. When you fall asleep, the mind that was functioning the whole day is tired, exhausted. It is a very tiny mind, one-tenth compared to the unconscious, which is nine times bigger and greater and powerful. And if you compare it with the superconscious, comparison is not possible, because the superconscious is infinite, superconscious is omnipotent, omnipresent, omniscient. Superconscious is what God is. Even compared to the unconscious, the conscious – is very small. It gets tired, it needs rest to be recharged. The conscious; goes off tremendous activity starting in sleep, which is dreaming.

And why has it been neglected? – Because the mind has been trained to be identified with the conscious, so you think that you are no longer asleep. That’s why sleep looks just like a small death. You simply never think about what is going on. Patanjali says, “Meditate on it and many things will be uncovered within your being.”

It will take a little time to move into sleep with awareness because you are not even aware when you are awake. You move, in fact, in your waking also as if you are deep asleep, a somnambulist, a sleepwalker, not very awake really. Just because the eyes are open doesn’t mean that you are awake. Awakening means that whatsoever you are doing or whatsoever is happening moment to moment, you are doing it in full mindfulness. Even if I raise my hand to make a gesture to you, I am making it in full consciousness. It can be made in a robot-like way, mechanical; you are not aware of what is happening in the hand. In fact, you have not moved it at all; it has moved on its own, it is unconscious. That’s why it is so difficult to penetrate your own sleep.

But if one tries… The first effort to be made is: while you are awake, be more awake, because from there the effort has to be started. Walking on the street, walk mindfully, as if you are doing something very important. It is very significant. Each step should be taken in full awareness. If you can do that, only then you can enter into sleep with awareness. Right now you have a very faint awareness. The moment your conscious mind goes off, that faint awareness disappears like a small ripple. It has no energy; it is very, very faint, just a flicker, just a zero-voltage phenomenon. You have to bring more energy to it, so much energy that when the conscious mind goes off, awareness continues on its own – and you fall asleep with awareness. This can happen if you do other activities with awareness – walking, eating, sleeping, taking your bath.

The whole day, whatsoever you are doing, it becomes just an excuse for the inner training of mindfulness. So the activity becomes secondary; awareness through that activity becomes primary. When by the night you drop all activity and you go to sleep, that awareness continues. Even while you are falling asleep the awareness becomes a watcher that, yes, the body is falling asleep. By and by, the body is relaxing. Not that you verbalize, you simply watch. By and by, thoughts are disappearing. You watch the gaps. By and by, the world is very, very distant. You are moving into the basement of your being, the unconscious. If you can fall asleep with awareness, only then the continuity will be there in the night. That is what Patanjali means, “Meditate on the knowledge that sleep brings.”

And much knowledge sleep can bring because it is your treasure-house, your basement of many, many lives. And you have been treasuring many things there. First try to be aware while awakening, while you are in the waking state, and then, by itself, the awareness becomes so powerful that it doesn’t matter what activity you are doing – really walking, or walking in a dream makes no difference. And when for the first time you will fall asleep with awareness, you will see how gears change. You will even feel the click that the wakefulness disappears, mind is off, another realm starts. The gears of the being have changed. And between these two gears there is a small gap of neutral gear. Because whenever the gear changes, it has to pass from the neutral passage. By and by, you will become aware not only of the change of gear, but the gap between the two, and in that gap you will have your first glimpse of the superconscious.

When the conscious mind changes into an unconscious mind, just for a very minute part of a moment, you will be able to see the superconscious.

If we understand Krishna’s, this verse and practice awareness initially while awake and then while going into sleep with awareness at least in your, this birth you will be living in peace, meditatively. Don’t be worried about the next birth, live in awareness in this birth, practice it fully so when you are dying you will die in awareness. From your own experience of sleep and waking up you know that if your sleep is fearful we will wake up and the next day will be in fear, if in our sleep we are at peace and love the next day will be very peaceful and in harmony. So start from your waking state – practice awareness and go to sleep in awareness.