VBT – Meditation 59.5
Regain Yourself
This has been a basic question all over the world: Why is this world there? Why is it at all? Many answers have been given, but those answers are just superfluous. Only this attitude seems to be very deep and meaningful – that the world is just a background; without it you cannot become aware of your inner consciousness.
I will tell you one story. One man – very rich, the richest in his country – became disturbed, frustrated. He felt that life was meaningless. He had everything that could be purchased, but all that could be purchased proved meaningless. Only something that could not be purchased could have real meaning. He had everything he could purchase – he could have purchased the whole world – but what to do now? He was frustrated and deep discontent was within. So he gathered all his valuables, ornaments, gold, jewels, everything, into a big bag, and he started on a journey just to find a man who could give him something valuable, a glimpse of happiness. Then he would present his whole life’s earnings to him. He went from one teacher to another, traveled and traveled, but no one was able to give him even a glimpse. And he was ready to give everything – his whole kingdom.
Then he reached a village and asked for Mulla Nasruddin, who was a fakir living there. A village man told him, “Mulla Nasruddin is just sitting outside the town, meditating under a tree. You go there, and if he cannot give you a glimpse of happiness then forget it. Then you can go to all the corners of the world, but you will never get it. If this man cannot give you a glimpse, then there is no possibility.”
So the man was very excited. He came to Nasruddin who was sitting under a tree. The sun was setting. The man said, “I have come for this purpose. My whole life’s earnings are here in this bag, and I will give them to you if you can give me a glimpse of happiness.” Mulla Nasruddin listened. The evening was descending; it was becoming dark. Without answering him, Mulla Nasruddin snatched the bag from the rich man and ran away. Of course, the rich man followed him crying, weeping and screaming. The village streets were known to Mulla Nasruddin; they were not known to the rich man as he was a stranger, so he couldn’t find him. From all over the village people from the whole village started following them. Nasruddin was just running round and round. The man was mad. He was crying, “I have been robbed of all my life’s riches. I am a poor man! I have become a beggar!” He was weeping – weeping like anything.
Then Nasruddin reached the same tree, and he just put the bag before the tree and went behind the tree to hide there. The man came there, he fell on the bag, and started weeping in happiness.
Nasrudin looked from behind the tree and said, “Are you happy, man? Have you had a little glimpse?” The man said, “I am as happy as anyone can be on this earth.”
What happened? To have a peak, a valley is needed. To feel happiness, unhappiness is needed. To know the divine, the world is needed. The world is just a valley. The man was the same, the bag was the same. Nothing new had happened, but now he said that he was happy – as happy as anyone can be on this earth – and just a few minutes before he was miserable. Nothing had changed. The man was the same, the bag was the same, the tree was the same. Nothing had changed, but the man was now happy, dancing. The contrast had happened. Consciousness becomes identified because through identification the world is and through the world you can regain yourself.
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